Wednesday, February 20, 2008
I just thought that I should post today how much I love my son. The Lord truly knows our needs and he knew that I needed this little guy in my life. He is such a comfort to me being in a new area away from family and all things familiar. He has become my best friend and I don't know what I could do without him. Today we had a doctor's appointment for his 18 month check up and he just sat there and let them listen to him and rub his belly and look in his ears. He also got two shots today and it was pure agony!! I know a small bit of how our Father in Heaven feels when we are sick or hurt or when we make choices that are not the right ones. Being a parent is so hard sometimes but I wouldn't trade it for the world. He is just growing up so fast and I can totally see his life just flying by me and I can't bare to think about it. He has starting using the toilet before bath time and I know that it is just a matter of time before other things come along. It is amazing how quickly they learn. I am completely mortified that I am going to totally screw him up because I have no idea what I am doing but I am so glad that I have great women in my life that have experienced these things before and they have helped me so much. I am so grateful to have him in my life. The Lord knows what we need. I just love my son. He is my hero.